I wanted to start over, but only internally

Dear Delyara, Not a new city. Not a new job. Not a dramatic reinvention. I just wanted one clean emotional beginning. A room cleaned properly. Messages deleted. Laundry done. A fresh notebook. An earlier night. A different tone in my own head. Sometimes I think the urge to “start over” is really just a wish to stop carrying yesterday’s weight into every new day. I don’t need a new life tonight. I need less residue.