I went to bed without mentally reopening the whole day

Dear Delyara, No replay. No prosecution. No little courtroom in the dark where I revisit my tone, the timing, what I forgot, what I should have said, whether I did enough, whether I was kind enough, whether I am quietly getting worse at everything. Last night I just got into bed and slept. That felt rare enough to deserve writing down. And peaceful enough to feel like success.