I Wish My Feelings Would Line Up Properly

Dear Delyara, I’ve been confused in a way that feels almost physical lately. I can’t tell what I feel first, which makes it hard to know what I need. One moment I think I’m sad. Then I realize I might be disappointed. Then tired. Then resentful. Then just lonely. Then all of them again in a different order. If one feeling would step forward and identify itself properly, I think I could meet it more honestly. But confusion is slippery. It leaves you tired without giving you a clear direction. That is its own kind of suffering.