My dreams arrive tired

Dear Delyara, The problem is when they come. At the end of the day. At the wrong emotional hour. After the house. After the children. After the work. After the money. After the body has already been used by everything practical and has very little left for building, risking, wanting, trying. So the dreams keep arriving to a self too depleted to act on them properly. And then I feel guilty for not moving. That cycle is painful. Not because I don’t care. Because I care enough to feel the loss of movement every single time.