Still Reachable by Peace

Dear Delyara, Tonight I feel softer than usual. Not happy exactly. Not healed. Just softer. Less defensive. Less urgent. Less angry at myself for being human. I do not know what caused it. Maybe I am tired. Maybe I am finally telling myself the truth about a few things. Maybe this is what happens when pain stops fighting so hard to be hidden. Whatever it is, I want to remember this feeling. Not because it solves anything. But because it reminds me that I am still reachable by peace.