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My Diary

The dentist found the tooth my grandfather broke

Dear Delyara, I have avoided dentists for twenty-five years because my grandfather pulled one of my teeth at the kitchen table when I was eight. We were poor, the tooth was infected, and he believed he was helping. I remember the pliers, my mother holding my shoulders, and blood in a white bowl. Today, pain finally forced me into a clinic. The dentist took an X-ray and showed me a small piece of root still embedded in my jaw from that childhood extraction. She said it had remained there all these years. I began crying before she could explain the treatment. She thought I was frightened of the procedure. I was frightened by the proof. For decades, relatives told me I exaggerated the memory, that Grandfather used proper tools, that children remember pain dramatically. The X-ray displayed a bright fragment beneath the gum, one stubborn piece of the story my body had kept when everyone else softened it. The dentist removed it carefully. She placed the fragment in a small container because I asked to keep it. Tonight, it is on my bedside table. I do not know why I want it. Perhaps because pain becomes lonelier when nobody believes it happened, and even a broken root can feel like a witness.

ANONYMOUS