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My Diary

The piano tuner played the note my father could no longer hear

Dear Delyara, My father was a piano tuner. He lost his hearing gradually and retired before he was ready. For the final years of his life, the piano in our house remained badly out of tune because he refused to let another tuner touch it. He said he could still feel what was wrong through the wood. After he died, I waited a year before calling someone. The tuner arrived today, opened the piano, and immediately said it had been neglected. I almost asked him to leave. Instead, I watched him work. At one point, he struck the middle A repeatedly. The note changed by tiny degrees until suddenly it settled into something clear. I remembered Father pressing his finger to that same key, unable to hear it properly but unwilling to admit the work had moved beyond him. I began crying. The tuner stopped and asked whether he had done something wrong. I said no. I told him my father used to do this job. He closed the lid gently when he finished. Tonight, I played one scale. The piano sounds better than it has in years. I hate that. I love that. Grief is strange enough to make a beautiful note feel like betrayal because another man finally gave the instrument something my father had lost before he died.

ANONYMOUS